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Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • maybe a break

    So hollow,so lost .


    Am so silent, but my head keeps wondering.


    Love walking like an old turtle on street, seeing lovers hugging kissing, watching sun sets, smelling the sea, feeling the sunshine, kissing the breeze, touching the air, missing someone, experiencing confusion and renewal of mind, being simple and complicated, humming a repeated melody


    Nobody`s fault, It is real, all real.

    Its not a mistake, no way it ever will be.




    Maybe time can help us. Maybe God will help me.




    Can time really help?








    Can I Just SEE you for a moment, feel you by HANDS?


    Just for a moment


    Please






    Its Hard, terribly hard to convince myself, that you`re real.















Friday, 06 November 2009

  • Pessimistic lover

    i asked: Do you believe in life-long relationship, well...i mean those romantic ones.

    He : the "belief" itself is not the main point, the point is that whether you try your best to make it AS LONG AS POSSIBLE or not.



    He really gave me great inspiration about what to do .Ya, if i have heard this some time earlier.if i can have one more chance, i will start all over again, but now, harm is done already. I cant change this fact anymore.


    Actually, i dont believe there will be a man who`ll love me for a life-time. No matter how bad i am ,how ugly i`ve become, how much i`ve changed, he`ll still love me like he does at the beginning.Ya, he may loves me now, so much so deep, but what about tmr? next year? after 10 years? I am afraid of marriage, or any kind of promises, coz i know these will give me hope and then kill me thoroughly with the same thing. I dare not to totally devote myself to any love relationship, i draw-back whenever little changes take place. There seems to be no hope for me, and i dont want to harm others either.Being with me, can be really stressful coz i am over-sensitive and so pessimistic. But what can i do? i keep reminding myself not to make the same mistakes as i did before, but i do it automatically. Just like reflex actions, involuntarily.

    Hopeless, am sorry .

Friday, 30 October 2009

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

  • :)

    Form test is coming , precisely speaking, from 2nd Nov to 5th Nov.A torturous week......
    Will have to take the FULL paper for Bio, which means SIX WHOLE FREAKING HOURS~~~!!!
    SItting there like an idiot for 6 hours must make me feel great! haha!

    Anyway, i am not so pressured anymore......i`ll just try


    P.S. : Disneyland tmr? Goosh! so sudden? i dont even have time to be excited?! Tim just asked me and offered a very nice price. *well, he wants someone to accompany his gf while he is playing with arB*

    hhehhehe....:) lets see how it goes!

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

  • goosh...

    i am using another temporary site for all the things ABout my 18th BIRTHDAY :)


    since i`ve hit my monthly upload limit already, i have to use that for now


    Go check it out


    www.xanga.com/kittyrebecca2

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  • Just an ordinary girl.....Basically i am quite emotional, passionate sometimes, clumsy always. What else? Hm...i am learning to stay in the pathway of Jesus, with the company of my endearing brothers and sisters in Christ. And.... i am learning how to love and be loved, its not easy either way, isnt it? AND I`d love to share my life with people, thats probably why i am keeping this site up. O Ya! i Love to make new friends too :)

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